let sb down???

This morning woke up at 9.30am, too bad huh?

Had breakfast with a chocopie and a carton of milk. Lunch: rice + fish cooked with sauce + boiled bok choy(cảixanh)
I'm learning to sing 2 Japanese songs: Suteki da ne, Ookina furu tokei ( My grandfather's clock).. It's so interesting eh :">
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Last night, afer serious consideration, i refused yhu's confession. I really dont wanna let him down but i think that i'm not ready for a committed relationship..i still prefer being single, don't want to be bound (ràng buộc).

I still felt regret about what i've done with my ex.

I'm so childish, selfish, stubborn, sometimes insensitive..don't know how to take care of others-which is the thing you need..

haizzz i'm a bad girl :(

I hope you can find another girl who is better than me.

Sometimes i just dont know what i really want :( so incomprehensible..